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Mood:
Horny -
Listening to: "This never happened before"by Paul McCa
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Reading: old love letters...
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Watching: my lightshow
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Playing: with photons
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Eating: watermelon
ok so yea...
everyone in my life except for deviants probably know about this.
but i feel compelled to write a journal on it for some reason.
me and the gf are broken up. ='''''''''''-(
a little poem i wrote
HEARTBREAK
for what reasons should i JUMP?
why throw into that dark unknown?
for i have jumped,
for i have thrown.
the black and white memories,
so bright and present...
now grow dim and cold.
i have before me...
my broken heart and glue.
i pick up the first piece...
a deep sadness creeps over me,
my body warm but my soul so blue.
i don't miss the ME, the MY... but WE.
i miss the YOU.
i want to feel that amazing feeling.
that feeling that is...
oh so true.
or is it?
i believe...
i believe that it is true.
more than true.
no matter what pain...
i promise,
i will make it through.
clear away the growing fog.
please...
i cannot piece this broken heart on my own.
for on my own the picture is...
incomplete.
i can not do it with MY or ME.
i need that someone, that extra...
that WE.
i hope one day the picture will be whole.
so that this broken heart.
can mend and be full.
but for now here it lie.
broken...
wishing...
waiting...
wanting to fly.
god being depressed sux balls.
and so does being single.
uhhhhggggggggg.